Sammy's Musings and Insights

Today I found out why you were depressed.  I overheard you two talking while I was coming in.  I should have thought about it before making judgement.  Also, just after, you were more open and friendly like you used to be.  I am glad, because you are a very good person with a very good heart.  Keep that always, despite what others think you should or shouldn't be.

I know you have been down in the dumps lately.  I don't have to ask...I can sense it.  I hear it in your voice, see in your body language, see it from you face and eyes, feel it from the vibes in your aura, something is wrong.  I know you have been depressed all week, and I don't know what to do.  I want to reach out but I don't want to interfere with your personal life.  I want to give you a hug but I don't want to send the wrong message.  I wish I knew how to cheer you up, and bring back the old spark into your eyes.  Whatever is bothering you, I hope things look up for you.  Please feel free to reach out to me if you need to, I am always here.  :)

I know I should write on here more.  After all, I am an English major now, right?  And, to some of you, I am a very good writer.  I need to make myself a goal to write something of interest on here at least once a week.  Anything, everything, the sky's the limit.  Let me ask you:  give me a topic that you would like me to expand on, and let's hope I still have some creative juices.  Anybody even read this blog?  Yes, you.  Tell me, ask me, what would like me to write about for you?

I have been trying to find a way to let this go, but in truth I just can't.  I am hurt and angered right now, and I have every right to be.  I was just hurt again by a classmate turned coworker turned friend turned enemy.  For the purpose of confidentiality, I won't say who she is, but if those of you who know me well, you know who I am talking about. It's bad enough she doesn't see as someone with a little more authority than her and that she doesn't know good behavior from bad behavior but what is worse is the boundaries she has crossed and the ones she is still crossing. Here are the boundaries she's crossed: 1) Telling my supervisor I have harassed her when this is a lie, and there are about 10 people who can account for this. 2) Telling a mutual friend that we have problems and when the time comes, we will work it out later, instead chooses to bring it to work. 3) Lecturing me on conduct when she is just as guilty, maybe even more guilty, of showing inappro...